self-contained
i drempt about you last night. full night dreams that i remembered in the morning. tonight again, you were in my meditation, standing. smiling bright. but you were not in this physical form. you were light radiating from the place of our origin. you were the one that i had loved before.and it's not you that i miss. not the formless one who was beginning to unfold in front of me. no. it is the idea of who i thought you were that i am still craving.
but tonight there will be no dreams of you. instead i will collapse into arms of my own. i will quicksand into the sadness that i just can't seem to shake. i will fall apart gently while rocking myself into a dreamless sleep.
posted by Phoenix @ 10:59 PM
3 Comments:
oh l' hugs girl...i understand fully.
"it is the idea of who i thought you were that i am still craving." yes yes, i understand.
you can't see me but hopefully you feel the energy i am sending your way. this was sad, hopeful, and beautiful all at the same time
the idea of warriors surrendering to love makes me wanna fall on my own damn sword.
i'm just saying...
(hey, you wanted a comment.)
mountain womyn- thanks for the support. life's a journey/highway and it feels good.
shine- uh...thanks. i appreciate the consideration in leaving a thoughtful comment.
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