be here now.
"discovering the balance between self-control and falling apart, autonomy and neediness, helps us find what eastern philosophies term the Middle Way-and the strength of the spiritual warrior. nourished by the awareness of life not as a battlefield but instead as a mysterious dreamscape where all things connect and pass quickly away, this tender, altruistic strength prepares the heart for all possibilities." --mark matousek
posted by Phoenix @ 3:11 PM
1 Comments:
my heart was prepared to break. i had bandages and slings, nursemaids and crutches. i had everything i needed to survive another blow. and you loved me whole. you loved me hard and deep and true. but it was not right.
"i wanted to believe in the path between right, wrong and romance. i wanted to believe that we could have something peaceful, beautiful and cohesive. i wanted to believe that we could create something real.
all too often it feels like tug of war with you. words unspoken but insinuated, fill-in-the-blank invisible conversations, hands holding spaces open, hoping that we'll walk through the threshold together."
--pieces of a letter received/sent that i needed to get off my chest.
--Still Searching for my Balance.
Post a Comment
<< Home