the unfinished peace
i wrote a beautiful, confessional, cathartic piece, posted it twice and removed it twice. i want to share it on my blog, but i'm concered about telling a story that involves another party without first getting her consent. and since we're no longer in communication or relationship, that probably ain't gonna happen.this is a hard place for me, a glitch in the matrix so to speak. it really is our collective business, and even if it's just my experience of the whole thing, i'm sure she wouldn't want me waving our laundry on the web. (sigh.) what to do, eh? for those of you who have already read it, thanks for your support and compassion. for those who haven't, thanks for your support and compassion.
i don't mind being the one who stands a little naked, if only to build the collective consciousness that is all our own experiences. but i don't want to enroll anyone else in that process, especially if they don't know about it. i'm sad because blogging is such a great place for me to process my thoughts and surrender them to the great unknown of readers out there.
i guess only time will tell what to do...
love and suga snap peas,
l'
posted by Phoenix @ 1:10 PM
4 Comments:
its upsetting when blogging gets political. And it does- especially when you don't want to hurt someone or put out someones business. I don't know what to tell you...
like we used to say back in the 90s, "is it politics or politricks?". damn gina. i want to live in a world (or at least community of friends) where secrets are not useful or needed. where we all communicate openly and honestly without hurting or being hurt. i want compassion and love to lead the way. i want laundry and experiences to be just that and for our acknowledgement to be about how connected we are by our experiences--our pain, our hurt, our triumphs--having nothing to do with hiding or shame or secrets.
this is my prayer and vision for the greater of us all.
thanks for the support...
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" i want laundry and experiences to be just that and for our acknowledgement to be about how connected we are by our experiences--our pain, our hurt, our triumphs--having nothing to do with hiding or shame or secrets."
Completely agree!
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