i read recently that when there is a wound in the body, the muscles around the wound tighten up in order to protect it from further harm. and while the pain can be debilitating, encouraging us to numb and medicate until we feel better, in order to fully heal, the injured muscles must be excersized past the pain.
my chest has been hurting now for many, many moons. i remember clutching my chest from the sharp, agonizing pain in classrooms at spelman five years ago. a few years later, i checked myself into the emergency room because the daily pain had grown intense i couldn't handle it anymore. after spending my entire day hooked up to machines, taking tests and answering isolated medical questions, they told me to go home because i had a clean bill of health. but i knew something was wrong. i was hurting and i didn't know what to do about it.
03 July 2005
we teach what we most need to learn and we are our worst students.
About Me
- Name: Phoenix
- Location: here, neverneverland
i am determined to spend my life being who i am, doing what i love and having what i value. i'm currently in the process of figuring out how to make that happen. it's not quite as simple as i thought it would be. or maybe it is and i just don't have the tools, information or resources yet. either way, i'm figuring it out as we speak. the world is unfolding around me and i'm grateful to be at the party. so, tune in, hang on and witness the journey. i'm looking forward to the ride.
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