24 January 2006

spiraling inward

i want to call in sick to work. sit in meditation. pray. fast. stand on my head. sit in hot, bubbled water with smells of patchouli and ginger. i want fresh juices and sweethugs. i want hands to hold and laps to sit on. this is not a motivated moment. instead i yearn to sulk in this place, to restrestrest and feed my self with delicate, soft hands. i am not fragile, instead hard, worn rough and tired. i want rest and gentle conversations. there is light somewhere i know. uncle cb says light is all around us, that the tunnel is only an illusion.

i want soft beds and comfort moments.
i want home.

l'

1 Comments:

At 24 January, 2006 19:19, Blogger nikki said...

hang in there, luv.

 

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