17 August 2005

kindreds

there are secrets that i have learned over the weekend that have brought me to my true love. and i will not tell you them because the truth you already know. what i have come to share is more important than how i came to love my beloved. it is about how i came to know my tribe...

i am so in love with my cheryl. and she with me. this is just beautiful i tell you. there is nothing on earth like friendship that is true love and real visibility. i have been in love with many a friend in many a day for many, many moons and it has always served my heart, always brought me closer to home. and there is romance and sharing and kindred spirited gifts. there is sunshine and snuggles and lovecomplete. there are no jerry mcguire words about incompletion because we know that we were all born perfect, whole and complete.

our friendship is magic. it is acoustic guitars with her songs and beautiful acoustic singing voice. she is the white girl drawn to spleman for a semster, then school year who really never wanted to leave, but knew when it was time to go. i am her first friend on campus, wondering what on earth she was doing there, so grateful for her arrival. we are true soulmates and our love is ultimately divine.

and there is music i say, a continuous song that we create in moments too spontaneous and creative to ever repeat on blogs, but whose light and energy expands higher and wider and brighter.

although i violently protested it for yearsandyears, jocelyn illuminated to me that i really am romantic. and i love the opening of my heart into fields of wildflowers. my kindreds offer me abundant oportunities express my love in the most romantic ways. and that is real goodness on a shtick, particularly if they're pretty romantic and sweet friends themselves. there are so many that i'm in love with...so very many that i don't even know how to be in or outside of this gratitude.

we're in victoria, canada. i am full and overflowing with love. i am sleepy and going to bed in soon time.

lovelight,

l'

p.s. doodoo, i know what you're going to say about my affinity for the ones, particularly c'est lui ici and w.b.d. aka okayplayer. yeahyeah...whutelse? :)

8 Comments:

At 17 August, 2005 11:01, Blogger jb said...

big bootie hoes hump wit 'em'!

that's just my inner doo doo brown coming out. I was in the car when you stopped abrubtly leaned out the window i think by LLCII and asked Cheryl what she was doing. So hilarious!

"c'est lui ici and w.b.d. aka okayplayer"

so i'm having brain (and possibly a few rear expelled) farts today not so potent as the egg noggies--don't worry I'll save one for you--then blame it on your affinity for chicken skins (traitor!) so what exactly does this mean: "c'est lui ici?"

All I have to say is BC rocks. Vancouver and Victoria are my childhood. Ma dukes used to take us on the ferry up there frequently on weekends. South of France was out of budget but we ain't know the diff and we had fun fun. Victoria esp. ohh its beautiful. Mama left us one weekend to recuperate from sleepless single motherhood up there. Only time she took off from us in 18 years. was only 2 days. cried the span of both.

ahhhhh....

what i'm trying to say is
i recognize your language and
let me call you sister, sister,
i been waiting for you
~Lucille Clifton

 
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At 17 August, 2005 19:04, Blogger tiona.m.. said...

called you last weekend...youve been well i see...good stuff...let me know when you get your phone back...later;)

 
At 18 August, 2005 06:25, Blogger Gradly said...

I'm so happy for you.

 
At 19 August, 2005 01:17, Blogger K. Bella said...

This is a beautiful post. Thanx for sharing!

 
At 19 August, 2005 08:44, Anonymous Anonymous said...

exactly what Kimerie said.

very happy for you! and thanks for sharing

 
At 20 August, 2005 19:30, Blogger Phoenix said...

simone-thank you. you are so right. just being is journey enough and it allows me to fully embrace all that is without limiting it to a particular sensation or experience.

jbreeze-beautiful poem. thank you! lucie be my grrrl! and...it should have been "ce lui ici and w.boy.d. aka the roots" (does that help at all? we can talk about it later :) and i don't even want to go into it about those damn farts of yours, although i did tell a little story and acted out a skit about them last weekend at the training. it was hillarious. ha!

alex-hi to nyc!

jack and other anonymous'--thanks man! i've been blogging consistently since about march/april. it's been a very cathartic process for me. i blogged every day for a long while, then went through a break up (for the officialofficial LAST time) and felt too exposed inside of it all, so i took off almost all of them in order to really focus on my own healing/surrendering/releasing process. i've since reposted a lot, although there are more that haven't reappeared yet. at any rate, thanks for the support.

t, seeya, kimerie and india--thanks for the love lovely ladies! there ain't nothin' like real friends and true love. y'all make me smile.

 

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