JuicyLoveMagic

lean into the answers...

Taurus
"In the animal kingdom, the rule is, eat or be eaten; in the human kingdom, define or be defined," wrote psychiatrist Thomas Szasz. This is always true, but it's especially apropos for you Tauruses right now. You have arrived at a three-way fork in the road, and which way you go will have a big impact on your future capacity to exercise your free will. To make the best choice, you've got to have maximum power to define yourself. Don't let anyone, whether it's an enemy or a loved one or a so-called expert, take charge of determining the contours of your identity.


years ago, ain gave me a quote that said, "the universe is conspiring in your favor". and it's beautiful how true that statement really is. weeks ago, i put out a universal all-call for emotional intimacy, connection and community in seattle. faster than i could look around, the wheels started turning, lovely, healthy folks started manifesting and relationships started re/building.

then Spirit was like, 'let me send you to the a. for a few days to connect with some of your rootsy friends, to get seriously loved on, to laugh and snuggle hearty and unapologetic. let me send you down to some bridges where moss has grown over to see what's really left beneath the surface...let me bring you love to share and receive.' and so i went, unfolding into arms and hands and couches. loving full into conversations with friends who i heart deep and true and wide. mentors, sisters, crushes and connections all manifested beautifully for my short stay. it is good to know that i am loved. i returned home swollen and full with delight and satisfaction.

i am here now with new and old heart friends, with openness and gratitude, rejuvenated and excited for the growth that is to come. this journey thing is wonderful and beautiful and hearty. it is full of twists and turns. i am learning to be more gentle with myself and others. i am learning the value of moving through conflict and not just abandoning ship with the going gets tough. yes. i am learning to sit in the face of both comfort and discomfort, allowing all to evolve into greater and higher heights.

there are these questions, these bound boxes floating on water with mysterious answers locked loosely inside of them. eventually it will all melt into ocean, slowly becoming all that we can see. i rest assured in my arms, confident that this moment contains more than i know...i am still curious about what can and will be created but i am growing more satisfied with the now. although i believe in flow-charts and alphabetically listed itineraries, there are always delicious suprises derailing my systematic agendas. who knew a 2:30 text could stretch into seven hours? not i, but such a pleasant surprise nonetheless. i know that it is much more liberating to just follow the arrows, explore the dots and uncover the hidden tracks. anything else could just be gibberish.

in the light of juicylovemagic,

l'

posted by Phoenix @ 5:10 PM