self-contained
i drempt about you last night. full night dreams that i remembered in the morning. tonight again, you were in my meditation, standing. smiling bright. but you were not in this physical form. you were light radiating from the place of our origin. you were the one that i had loved before.and it's not you that i miss. not the formless one who was beginning to unfold in front of me. no. it is the idea of who i thought you were that i am still craving.
but tonight there will be no dreams of you. instead i will collapse into arms of my own. i will quicksand into the sadness that i just can't seem to shake. i will fall apart gently while rocking myself into a dreamless sleep.
posted by Phoenix @ 10:59 PM
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